A Thought

Basically beating myself into the concept of an open mind and I must alter my ever basic instincts in order to be able to contrast the difference between right and the inevitable wrong.

Is it that I am afraid to achieve what want or is that I am terrified of achieving nothing after all of this effort.

I try not to invest too much effort into seemingly indescribable dreams but is that the error or is that the answer and the correct way to go about living my life. The answer, ironically, is that knowledge is the answer.

But knowledgeable, I am yet not and I only will become with the passing of the present time and as I walk into the future.

And so I am still left somewhat confused and in an off balance state of mind, but not ignorant as to my motivation. I know why I push forward and that is purpose enough for me.